The Life And Times.

Wednesday, 1 October 2014

Safe to say.

No-one is safe at the moment. Harsh words and possibly alarmist? Well take a quick look around and you will see that the word "safe" in this context has many meanings.
Firstly, the most obvious starting place is politics, after all the word safe has been used more than a few times when it comes to David Cameron this last few weeks. The penny is dropping that he is weak as a leader and has his hands tied by the Liberals, I refuse to use the word Lib-Dem as democracy and politics are somewhat at odds with each other right now. David has lost this battle before it has begun simply because we want more right now. We want more money we want better services we want better living standards, better roads etc etc. Of course all this costs money and that is something we don't have more of as a country but everyone now believes Labour can deliver that promised land where we can spend spend spend on those who have little while taxing those that have the most.
Well, at least that is what Labour will have you believe, it's a cycle, a never ending one. Labour spend money they don't have, Tories take money from everyone to rebuild a money pot which is very unpopular and off we go again with Labour..... and we wonder why no-one turns up at the ballot box!
Moving from politics to wars, well what a wonderful world Bush and Blair have left us, we now have a full on battle with the Islamic state and we are trying to shut the stable door after the horse has bolted. Russia has a new dictator who fancies himself more than Brad Pitt in a Mr Cowboy contest and on top of that he has a nuclear arsenal under his right thumb, no doubt the rest of you reading this will be horrified that MacDonald's have been shut down as a result of the squabbling in Russia, the thin end of the potato wedge so to speak, or the last western foothold before the cold war starts all over again?
 Then we have the financial sector springing back into life and dictating what happens to our economy in the UK and when. Has no-one thought this might be a little dejavu? But I am sure they have learned their lessons and those huge bonuses are a thing of the past. (Ahem).
Perhaps it is a little bit gloomy at present but it's not easy to keep a positive outlook on such shenanigans especially concerning Russia whose people really should know better than let themselves be dragged into communism all over again, I feel very sorry for them as the few Russians I know are extremely polite and wonderful company, I guess it says as much about us in the West as it does their leadership that we are now facing another battle of the superpowers.

I suppose you could ask why should I be looking at the world in such a negative light right now? Well I guess being a father makes a difference, no longer does the slogan "it wont affect me" hold any water, it will affect me because I want my children to have a good long life they can enjoy much like mine has been, I don't want them faced with needless wars and diseases no-one can control, but like everyone else in this big world around us these things are very much out of our control, it is the risk we accept when we bring new life into the world.

On one final note and I am sure this is not going to be a popular thought but I am feeling a little uneasy at the amount of celebrities who find themselves close to death, (something we all have to face sooner or later) and parading it throughout the media and the public domain as if it is some badge of honour. Some people want to talk about their terminal illnesses but many others don't. I think facing such an illness is not an act of bravery as it is something we have to do there is no choice, bravery is a choice. I am sure everyone's motives are in the right place but it seems of late that its becoming a bit of a luvvie thing and as such carries less dignity. I genuinely feel for those who are given just a few months to live there can be nothing worse for us as human beings on this earth but I think something is lost if it is played out like a mini-series.
Anyway, less moaning, ironically I am off to a funeral this morning on someones behalf, no doubt I will be feeling unsure about my own mortality by the end of the service like everyone else, but as the old saying goes "life goes on" so feeling safe or unsafe there is little choice but to get on with it !  









Sunday, 14 September 2014

The Sunday Roast

Well it will soon be time for the wonderful people of Scotland to vote. Centuries of hostile battles and even the building of a wall all bare testament to the blood spilt over this most rugged of Britain's terrain.
The question is a simple one yet the answer less so, independence from Westminster has been craved for longer than can ever be remembered, but the truth is we here in England crave the same thing yet we are definitely not going to get a vote on that here in England!
 In reality Scotland will just be voting for yet another bunch of politicians albeit with a much more right wing stance in favour of the motherland, whether that is a good or bad thing remains to be seen but governance cannot be learned overnight, it can also cost big time if it all goes awry.  Scotland will be voting for friends from Westminster or friends from Edinburgh, their location and their loyalty to the job have no bearing whatsoever on their ability, something that would be well remembered at the ballot box, I for one would be sad to see my Scottish friends be annexed to a very small country that will need decades to get established for the sake of Mr Salmond's over-sized ego, but I take my hat off to them and wish them the best.

The B/B gun.

The legacy Bush Junior and Blair senior have left our world in at the present moment in time can never be underestimated. Those two guys systematically entered us into a blood bath of killings and murder on both sides that will reverberate for years to come. George Bush senior withdrew from Southern Iraq at the time of the Kuwait invasion due to pressure from the Soviet Union and China and to a certain amount Europe, all except the U.K that is.
George Bush Junior had a score to settle and Blair thought a war would give him the "Thatcher effect" as the Falklands did for her in 1981 and give himself an election boost, so we had the Gulf war and hell has followed with it ever since. The harsh truth is that in some instances a dictator is the only peace certain countries will ever know, they rule with brutality and reward their friends but is that so different to the Western style of politics? Think about it.
 Saddam was a complete dictator and a showman along with Gadaffi but they kept an uneasy world peace because of their flamboyant almost unbelievable boasting and pouting, the trouble is we in the West have no sense of humour for such antics, we failed to understand that although it was a murderous reign from both of these so called heads of state the world was in fact safer with them around. It was a hard life for certain tribes that were almost wiped out by the civil wars but we need to ask if it was for the greater good? Harsh words yes but no more harsh than watching be-headings of westerners on live TV or the cost of anti-terrorism laws for airlines.
The facts are that because of Blair and Bush and their little pact we are now in a world war, not in the normal sense of the statement but a world war just the same.
Nice one boys, just do us all a favour and stay inside that cave of retirement you have both dug yourselves, at least we wont have to be reminded of your contribution to the present tense again.

On a lighter note the latest book I am writing is nearing completion and the next book is six chapters in, I have learned much about formatting and editing as well as writing standards over the past few months, my initial ramblings were very selfish and very cocky somewhat of a death sentence for an aspiring writer but I have had the benefit of some priceless advice from people sitting much higher on the branch of book editing and presentation than I will ever aspire to, I hope I can now do justice to this very busy mind I live with on a daily basis. The fact is I am enjoying writing again and it all makes a lot more sense, we will see.


Sunday, 3 August 2014

The Sunday Roast.

Few conflicts in modern times have grabbed the headlines and raised emotions more than that of Israel and Palestine. Many heads of state have tried and miserably failed to broker a peace agreement between these two waring factions and that is set to happen indefinitely.
So, why is it such a difficult and seemingly impossible task to get these two "tribes" to co-habit as decent human beings?    This is by any means a complex and historically hate filled battle that ultimately rests with our old friend religion (don't most conflicts?) to a point, but we cannot lay the blame entirely at the feet of a "higher deity" for this is a battle made up of several elements each of which enough to perpetuate the war for many years to come.
All in all the above statement would lead any aspiring vote chasing world leader to run a mile rather than take a chance on stepping in to the eternal ring of fire this conflict hallmarks. The truth of the matter is that this war like all those before them throughout the history of mankind does have a solution, there is an answer to this problem and it should have been addressed many years ago. If you doubt just what I am saying lets use Northern Ireland as an example, it doesn't seem so long ago that the British people were scared to walk the streets of London during Xmas time for fear of being blown to pieces by the IRA. That conflict was ended so if that can be amicably ended why can't this same peace process be rolled out across the border between Palestine and Israel?
If only life (and war) were that simple, alas the Irish battle against the British was simply a religious battle, the land was not such an issue, though it was clearly a part of the campaign and the other thing is there were only four main players in that war, England, Northern Ireland and on the other side the Irish Republic and the United States.
Yes indeed, the United States helped fund the IRA for many years despite openly condemning the violence it supplied money for arms to the IRA with NORAID for many years, although once the brutality of some of the civilian deaths was uncovered during the later half of the campaign the aid did dwindle somewhat.

Anyway, back to the subject in hand, Israel is backed by the United States, it is a very good customer for U.S military hardware and Israel's intelligence service is quite possibly the best in the world, it is the eyes and ears of the U.S in a volatile area. Palestine on the other hand has the ear of the Arab nations, while it may be accepted that their military prowess lacks the discipline of their foes it is more than made up for with their buying power.
So, the issue here is not between Israel and Palestine, but between the United States and it's western allies and the wealthier Arab nations. This is where it gets complicated, the U.S loves oil and it loves selling arms, quite simply its good for business. The Arabs love selling oil and they love arms. This will never change and therein lies the reason why the state of Israel and the state of Palestine have been at each others throats for so long, any other conflict that has been won or lost has been because one of the two sides ran out of supplies of weapons or funds. This will never happen in my lifetime between these two as the current situation stands.

Logically then, you cannot blame religion entirely and you cannot blame the simple hatred these two countries inhabitants have for each other, after all you now have three generations if not more of families on both sides who have lost loved ones during the skirmishes. The blame lies squarely with those who would perpetuate this campaign with funding and weapons, basically the West and the Arabs. Israel has come under huge pressure over the last few weeks for bombing civilians and grabbing land that is clearly not theirs and if you squeeze a race to the point of extinction then it is bound to fight back with every means at its disposal. On the other hand Hamas have sited rockets in civilian areas and then cried "foul" when there are multiple injuries and heavy losses to its people and while that is reprehensible enough, its continued calls for the destruction of Israel without exception or hesitation are clearly undermining any form of talks between the two.

I am afraid that the end to this conflict lies with the biggest aggressor here and that is Israel, it is tactically superior and ultimately a super power because of its Nuclear capabilities, therefore it must make the brave and bold step to step back from the brink and offer the Palestinian people its own state, it must release land that has been settled upon despite the political fall out that would follow and it should be met with financial incentives for both states funded by, yes you have guessed it the two master races that have seen this conflict drag on and ever onwards.
In return Hamas must drop the perennial call for the destruction of Israel and start being a responsible neighbour, namely denouncing acts of terror and policing the many factions that have sprouted up from the numerous families that have seen their loved ones murdered during this bloody stand off.
For any war to end one of the two sides has to say enough is enough and it cannot win. Hamas must realise that it is not going to win by the sword and in fact it would find the higher moral ground if it ceased it's rocket firing. Israel would be very much on the back foot if this were to happen and ironically put under immense international pressure to give Hamas what it really wants and that is the settlements returned to Palestinian governance.
Sounds very simple doesn't it? That's because it is, all it takes is one side to take the lead and as Israel can defend itself better than Palestine it has to be the bigger of the two. That is if Israel wants peace and not more land.
If I were living in Israel I for one would be voting for a ceasefire. If i lived in Palestine I would be happy to live next to a neighbour that allowed its people to live in a country it could call its own and in return allow Israel to be a country all its own.
 







Wednesday, 16 July 2014

The Facebook Saga.

I have at last succumbed to the lure of a Facebook page for my wittering, the fact that my poor friends will now be bombarded with sonnets and my latest novels is I am sure filling them all with a sense of longing as I write... Well, it would be nice to think so at least, but my guess is they are looking into their laps and shaking their heads thinking "what is he up to now?"
You could forgive them for that thought, after all there are few careers left for me to try and the pool is getting smaller! The truth of the matter is that writing has always been a part of my make-up, I failed miserably at school because all i wanted to do was write, i had no passion for anything else, but when i left school at 15 i had to work and earn a wage, somehow my life just went on from there.
I will let you all into a little secret that I have kept for a long time, no, it's not that I am gay or that the children look a lot like our Postman, (they don't do they?). The fact is if you have an ability to write it is a gift, but it can also be a curse. To be able to write you have to be open and allow yourself to get involved with the subject matter, this in turn can leave your feelings and thoughts on a knife edge. Don't think for one minute that you can control them with a stiff Scotch or a good talking to, if you write with passion then it will haunt you.
If I was asked if i would prefer to be "normal" rather than be faced with this constant inner turmoil then the answer would be "yes". But that is not the case and if you cannot harness a gift then you must embrace it. I have found of late that the passion that is so entrenched in the written word can spill over into real life and for those not accustomed to it then it can be frightening and constrictive even overwhelming. I have found this recently to my cost, I will be haunted by it forever but it is my destiny and mine alone and I am who I am.

So, in the absence of a cure for my disease I will have to take that which would destroy me and make it work for me. Writing is a selfish lonely passion, it is a cruel mistress and takes no prisoners but when it is harnessed it is a thrill like no other, so don't feel sorry for this tortured mind, it will always do what it is doing now, evaluating, asking and talking....the last bit way way too much but I mean nothing by it. They are usually my thoughts out loud without any form of censorship. Years ago it was called wearing your heart on your sleeve.    Dave James Facebook

Tuesday, 15 July 2014

Beauty and the Beast.

Within your beauty and your curves there lies a blackened heart,
You spellbind with your charm and looks, yet heartache lies therein.
The flowing valleys, strongest rivers, mark out your domain,
But Shropshire hills all carry tales, so etched on aged and dying.
For beauty comes at such a price, once paid by those who lived,
Upon her bounteous splendour there and she would not forgive.
The quarries yielded precious ore, her furnaces a Nation.
But in her bowels good men perished her heart too, made of stone.
So cast an eye about her, aye, her wonderment and splendour,
For she was mistress harsh and vile to those that dare torment her.

Sunday, 13 July 2014

A slice at life

There is a green hill far away of that we can be sure,
The past will be what others see just that and nothing more,
Our chance to shine is but a spark that brightly burns then fades,
Our journey on which we embark is mapped to it we're slaves.

Those that choose to cheat the fight are cut down where they stand,
They burn too bright and peak too soon they both go hand in hand,
The circle starts and ends with us the never ending ride,
The depths of fear and joy within all sampled once inside.
 
So if you take it personally then you are bound to fail,
For life itself takes prisoners few the and therin lies a tale,
Strike out hard and plan your moves watch others and choose well,
For life though like the heavens wide beneath is only hell.

One Day.

She is working but the stare is vacant
Those around her just a blur
People talking they're just statements
Of a world that crushes her

Stands to chat but she's not hearing
Lost in time but no-one see's
She would explain but who'd be caring
For that girl with shattered dreams

Hearts been broken spirits torn
The heart still strong but battle worn
She pulls through another day
It doesnt have to be this way

There is hope from one lone stranger
One who sees the good to come
She stays strong from constant danger
Does the work that's to be done

One day soon her Prince will enter
Take away those tears that bind
And all the heartache they all sent her
Will be left so far behind x. 



 

Wednesday, 9 July 2014

What retailers really want to say :-)

The customer is always right
Or so the saying goes
But here is just a little list
The other side it shows,

"It was broken when I bought it"
Buy a pair of specs
"It's cheaper on the internet"
Well go see Google next
"Can you do it cheap for cash?"
Are you from Revenue?
"This cream has caused a nasty rash"
It would it's Super Glue.

"Can I pay in small installments"
Sure I'm made of money
"Do you have any more in stock?"
You really are quite funny !!!
"My dad says that is way too dear"
In that case he can do it
"You will be hearing from my brief"
If you can't haggle sue it
"Has this done a lot of miles?"
A lot less in reverse...
"What warranty is there for me?"

"I think my daddy knows your boss"
He drinks in gay bars too?
"Will you take a cheque from me?"
I love the jokes you do
"American Express Ok?"
You must be bloody joking
"I think this smells of  creme de menthe"
Fuck I think I'm choking
"Tell me are you open Sundays?"
Sure who needs a life?
"Any extras with this purchase?"
Just wait I'll get the wife
"Have you this in any colour?"
It would still look shitty
"I almost tripped on your display!"
You didnt? more's the pity.












Saturday, 5 July 2014

Were it that.

Were it that the sky was always clear
That hunters never caught the grazing deer
The rain would only fall when safe indoors
That man would live in peace and not in wars

Were it that our love came guaranteed
And tears just fell with joy and not in need
That life was lived in full with no regret
And all that we deserve so shall we get

Were it that the clocks could be unwound
Or those who've lost their way be safely found
That crops could grow without the fear of weather
And burdens on our souls were but a feather

If all of these and more made up our lives
No guns no tanks no thugs all bearing knives
The poet surely never would exist
For once his work would not be sorely missed.




Unedited chapter four Caradoc finished.



Chapter Four: The Hour Maketh the Man
It took several days for Tomas to catch up with some sleep and attain at least a little bit of colour in his scrawny pale cheeks, during that time Sam carried on at the quarry working more and more hours while Jake did his level best to avoid school by dragging his feet with the farm chores and found great entertainment was to be had with his new friend Tomas. Eileen had kept an eye on the runaway youth but was touched by how he and Jake had bonded, Tomas was always kept busy helping Jake feed stock and tend the other farm needs and had fitted in very well, though she was all too aware that this was just temporary as Tomas would have to go back to the base and face the consequences for running off, but for now however he was a very handy addition to Pole Farm.
Jake showed Tomas many of his tricks and dodges over the next few weeks, he showed him his favourite rope swing across the fast flowing brook and how to catch sheep without being dragged for yards across a field, Tomas was intrigued by the fact he could stand next to a ewe with just the slightest hold just under the front of her rear leg and the sheep would stand there and not move, it was commonly known on The Hill as grabbing a ewe “under the hock”, it is still very widely practiced nowadays and is remarkably effective, Tomas enjoyed his days with Jake and he caught on quickly for a lad who was brought up in such a large city in Poland.  Just as Jake had mentioned the first time he had met Tomas, the lad was becoming an asset to the farm while Sam worked long hours in the quarry, Tomas helped with many chores for his bed and food, he was always very polite. Eileen sat Tomas down one afternoon and brought up the subject of The Camp and going back to face the music, she noticed a fear in the lads eyes with mention of the camp that she hadn’t seen since the first day they had found him, clearly there was something or someone that had frightened the lad and it was etched on his face. “Never mind Tomas we will speak again, you go find Jake and help him bring the cattle in there’s a good lad”. But Eileen knew there would come a day when the truth would have to be faced and the lad would be forced to return, but for now at least the lad was being fed and sheltered, a far better situation for all concerned and in any case they needed his help.
Jake was walking across the top fields that were so unusually flat for such a hilly area when Tomas caught up with him, Jake was leading the old mare by the reins and following the sheep tracks towards the old barn. In the distance there was a haze of smoke and dust that stood out on the horizon, Tomas pointed to it “What is that?” the youngster enquired “That’s where dad is Tomas, that’s the quarry, it’s a horrible place, noisy and dusty, it frightens me too” “It frightens you? Why?” Tomas asked looking concerned for his friend, “Lots of men get hurt up there and I worry about my dad, its long hours and there is very little time to rest” “can we go see?” Tomas asked, “If dad catches me up there Tomas I will get my backside tanned” “tanned?” said Tomas looking a little puzzled and pointed skywards to the sun, “No you daft beggar, tanned! Smacked!  You know!” and with that Jake turned his hips sideways on and pretended to smack himself on the backside, “Oh I see” said Tomas “tanned!” they both chuckled, “we had better not go up there Tomas it’s a bad place for youngsters to be, come on let’s get back into the yard at home and see if mum wants owt from the orchards”
With that the two jumped on the old mares back with no saddle on and went hell for leather back down towards the farm, as they sped across the fern covered headlands they were stopped by a man with a blackened face, he had been kneeling down and looking at the hoof of the horse he had been riding, as they pulled up the man scowled “She is lame lads, can one of you give me a lift back to the quarry with this fresh milk for the rest of the lads?” “My dad says I am not allowed up at the quarry mister” Jake replied immediately, “Aye like as not you are a bit young lad your dad is right, but your brother here can go I am sure?” “He is not…” Tomas poked Jake in the side before he had chance to say anymore, “OK I will take you not a problem” Tomas tried hard to talk without his accent, but the man was more interested in getting the milk off the saddle of his lame horse than how Tomas spoke. “Take my horse back to the blacksmith at Hopton for me young man and tell them it’s for The Alexander Mine Co, we need her back as soon as possible, here is a penny for your troubles,” Jakes eyes lit up, he knew a penny meant toffees! “OK I will see you later at the farmhouse Tomas” said Jake and with that he was off like a shot.
Tomas helped the miner up on to the back of the old mare and the two made their way up on to the quarry site, Tomas could see what his friend Jake had meant by frightening, the dust and the noise were so much out of touch with all the raw beauty that surrounded the site, it was almost surreal. “Drop me here lad I can walk the rest of the way”, with that Tomas stopped and helped the man down with his precious milk cargo. As Tomas was about to turn and go a huge rattle accompanied by a massive cloud of dust heralded the appearance of Sam’s team of horses as they strained at the full load of Dhustone Ore they were pulling out of the quarry pit, Tomas just sat there for a moment and watched as Sam handled the horses to perfection, pushing them at just the right speed so as not to overtax them on the steep climb or make them lose their grip, as they reached the level of the tipping point Sam looked across at the man carrying the milk and waived, he then looked to his right and saw Tomas sat on the old mare looking straight at him, “What the bloody hell” Sam mumbled to himself and with that shouted out “Whoa Whoa” to the team of horses he had just brought up the hill, he put the brakes on the outfit and jumped down and strode straight up to Tomas, “What the bloody hell do you think you are doing lad?” Sam shouted at the youngster who immediately looked scared to death, “Hold on Sam, that lad just brought us the milk from the village, my horse went lame and your boy and his brother helped me out” “Brother?” Sam looked momentarily confused, “Yes my brother Jake, father” Tomas replied almost immediately, “Oh, right, yes well then OK in that case lad stop sitting about and go and help your brother with the feeding” Sam had caught up with what was being said, he winked at Tomas and Tomas turned the Mare towards Pole Farm, but just at that moment there was a huge bang as the brake handle that Sam had pulled broke away from its mountings, it started the trucks moving slowly backwards, pulling the valuable team of horses with it, Sam ran as fast as his legs could carry him and grabbed a steel spike from by the dinner hut, he held the spike above his shoulder like a javelin and threw it at the rear wheel of the last truck in the row, it went through the wheel and went round until it hit the body of the truck and slammed against it locking the wheels up as it did, Sam was barely a few feet away as the whole lot came to a shuddering halt with the horses screaming and jumping around for all they were worth as they were being pulled backwards down the slope.
 Sam strode over to the truck and put the emergency brakes on, but just as he secured the line of trucks the spike snapped in two and the one half of the spike went off like a bullet and embedded itself deep into Sam’s shoulder knocking him to the ground and on to the rail track the trucks were sat on, this set the horses off again and they pulled and pushed violently as slowly the emergency brake began to fail, Sam was reeling in agony on the tracks, Tomas shouted but it was too little too late, Sam lay there dazed for a few moments and suddenly felt a warm liquid dripping down his arm, he looked and it was his own blood, Sam tried to stand up but couldn’t because of the spike, “Sam!” Tomas shouted and jumped from the old mare and raced to calm the team of horses down just as the last truck was inches from where Sam lay, Tomas went to the lead horses and pulled on their reins with all his might and they pulled the trucks screeching further up the track and away from Sam, then Tomas ran to his barely conscious friend, “Go get the doc lad” Sam gasped “He is next to the camp in Ditton, please lad, go now you are my only hope” Tomas ripped his shirt off and tore it into thin shreds, he bandaged the wounded Sam up as best he could before leaping on to the old mare. Tomas rode like he had never done before, he jumped over hedgerows and gates, the old mare seemed to know the urgency, they galloped across the open fields and down into Ditton Priors, past the camp where he was still a wanted man and straight to the Doctors doorstep, “Doctor!” shouted Tomas as he jumped from the mare before she had stopped running “Doctor!” “Steady boy, steady what on earth is the matter?” Doctor Egan was stood in his doorway wearing just a shirt and bracers with his sleeves rolled up, “It Sam, he been stabbed by spike up in quarry, please you come quick, is bleeding!” “Well why didn’t you just say that lad!” the Doctor shouted as he ran inside to get his bag, he grabbed his black stallion by the reins from the stable opposite his large garden and jumped up on the huge horse as he shouted at Tomas to lead the way, the two set off at break neck speed.
By the time the two reached Sam he was out for the count, none of the other quarrymen had spotted him lying there because of the dust, Doctor Egan tended the stab wound, Sam being Sam he had pulled the huge metal spike out of his shoulder, “Listen boy I am going to need your help to save this man, help me put him on his side so that I can stitch his wound through his back” with that Tomas and the Doctor turned the big man on his side and he let out an almighty groan as the pain had started to become all too much even for such a big man as Sam, the boy held his friend and stopped him from rolling over as the Doctor sewed Sam’s wound up firstly on his back and then his front, Tomas winced as the Doctor poured neat Iodine straight into the fresh open wound and Sam’s cry could be heard throughout the quarry. The Doctor bandaged Sam’s chest up and lay him back down and gave the big man some Morphine as Tomas went over to find some transport in the shape of a horse drawn cart for the journey to Bridgnorth Infirmary, before long Sam was surrounded by willing helpers and within minutes he was on his way back down the valley to the hospital.

It was a tense few days before Sam was able to be propped up in his hospital bed, as the big man had lost a lot of blood and was lucky to have survived. When he did finally come around he asked for Eileen and Jacob, they were of course only a heartbeat away in the next room, he also asked for Tomas, but to no avail, Tomas had been sent back to the barracks at Ditton from whence he absconded and thus was facing a court martial for desertion. 
Sam was unaware of this and it was probably a good thing at the time, he needed rest to get his strength back, his body had been in shock when he arrived a few days before and he was lucky to be alive. Jacob stood in front of his dad and smiled, “Hurry up Dad will ya? we haven’t shorn a single sheep and the thistles are growing like mad!” “You cheeky little tike” Sam smiled, if that’s the case then you will have to get on with it” he quipped back and they both laughed, Eileen was not quite so submissive or happy however, “I told you about that damned quarry Sam Reynolds, but would you listen? Oh no you just charge off and very near get yourself …..” and with that Eileen burst into tears and put her head in her hands while she sat quietly on the bed, the two boys looked at each other not quite sure what to make of the usual rock solid Eileen starting to lose it. Sam looked at Jacob and made with his eyes that perhaps he should go into the other room for a while, so that he and mum could have a chat, with that Jacob was off, not needing to be told twice as Eileen continued to sob, “Look here love, you know we need that job and the money that goes with it, we can’t say no, it is what it is, now dry your eyes and go and put your face right woman you will get my bloody blankets all wet!”  Eileen was not finished however, she looked at Sam through tear stained eyes, her make up running down he cheeks and her face red and blotchy, “I told you Sam because we are frightened of losing you and look what happened! We don’t need the money we can tighten our belts in other areas you don’t need to kill yourself to provide food on the table” “Aye maybe you are right lass but we need more than food, we need rent and clothes for the youngster, he has nowt that lad and asks for even less, it’s about time we did a bit more for the boy” Eileen slowed her sobbing, she was facing her hands that were leaning in front of her on the bed, they were made up in two fists and she held the tissue in them twisting it between the two, slowly backwards and forwards, she mumbled to Sam as she kept looking down, Sam asked “What did you say woman?” “I said Sam Reynolds, Jacob is going to have a baby brother or sister” Sam ‘s jaw dropped, for the first time that day he was speechless, he was trying to speak but nothing came out, then all of a sudden he shouted at the top of his voice “Yeeeeehaaaaa! Oh my life, the woman has only gone and got herself pregnant again! Yes!” as he jumped about in his upright position he suddenly realised he was still in a lot of pain and started groaning “Ooohh Ooohh Ow” “Sam!” Eileen shouted scornfully, her old stern face coming back in a heartbeat, “get back into that bed and stop behaving like some school child please!” Sam did as he was told but he had a smile bigger than the quarry hole he had just been pulled out of.
It was a full four weeks before Sam was allowed home and then only to do light duties, Jacob was doing the best he could but was finding the work a struggle. Late one afternoon Sam was sat in the small yard at the back of the house, it had been a beautiful hot but humid summers day, Sam was almost asleep but was wakened by a huge clap of thunder, the skies over Ludlow at the bottom of the valley looked very ominous and Sam moved slowly to go inside, he heard the dogs barking just as he got to the door and turned to look around, the cattle had gotten away from Jacob and the dogs were struggling to get them back from the watering hole they had been taken to, the dogs were barking so loud it was frightening the cattle and they were running in every direction, Sam muttered under his breath as he watched “Go on lad, get around them, go on, send the dogs to the right, come on lad, wave your arms you can stop them” but just as Jacob seemed to be getting control again there was a huge flash of lightening followed by a roar of thunder and the scared animals took a run for it, the larger of the two cows ran straight for Jacob and he froze to the spot, Sam shouted from the distance “Move lad, quick! move she will kill you ya daft bugger, move lad!” But Jacob was frozen and the cow bowled the lad clean off his feet and into the thick muddy water of the watering hole. Sam was off like a shot, injury or no injury, his boy lay lifeless face down in the mud, the dogs were chasing the cattle out of control all around the field, “Jacob! Jacob” Sam howled at the top of his voice, he ran as fast as his injuries would dare let him and perhaps more as adrenalin filled his every moving fibre, “Jacob! Come on lad get up he was shouting as he ran to the boy but Jacob lay still, not moving an inch.
Sam finally reached his boy and sank to his knees in the mud beside him, almost too scared to pull the boy out of the mud and what he might see but he summoned the courage and turned the lad over, he brushed the hair off the boys forehead and cradled the youngster, “Jake, Jake boy come on speak to me, Jake, please boy come on speak to me!” but there was no reply, Jake was limp and lifeless in his father’s arms, the rain had started to fall as only it could when there is a thunderstorm overhead, but Sam didn’t even notice the rain or the thunder for that matter, he slowly lifted the youngster out of the mud, summoning all his wounded body could give and cradled him in his arms as he started the long walk back to the farm house, the rain was so heavy now that Sam could barely see to walk, his shirt was blood soaked from his old wounds opening up but he didn’t care, his stamina kept him upright and walking towards home with his son in his arms and nothing on this earth could have stopped that man.
Eileen had been out feeding the chickens in the main fold yard while all this had been going on, she had put the chickens in as soon as she heard the thunder and had just managed to run inside before the rain started, she had been looking to see where Sam had gone when she looked out of the bedroom window to see stray cattle and the dogs running around all over the place, “what the…” she said to herself as she dashed outside and shut the fold yard gate and brought the dogs inside, at least the cattle were safe for now but she couldn’t understand where the two boys were, she opened the back door and walked on to the small yard where Sam had been sat, his chair was empty and his glass of water sat on the table overflowing now with rainwater. She tucked the chair in behind the small table and glanced to her left into the valley below, there was a huge flash of lightening as she did and she strained her eyes, for the life of her she thought she saw a man walking up the fields, she went in and got a coat and ran to the gate at the bottom of the paddock, she couldn’t see a thing but just then more lightening lit the fields up and she gasped in horror as she saw the man stumbling, carrying something in his arms he was lurching forward, speeding up and slowing down with every step he took, Eileen ran towards him and as she drew closer she could see it was Sam, but couldn’t make out what he was carrying, then to her horror she realised it was her boy, she screamed “Jacob, Sam!” “It’s alright woman I have got him, now give me your shoulder and let’s get him back to the house”
The two burst through the doors and finally got the still lifeless boy into the kitchen where they pulled his sodden clothes off and wrapped him in warm blankets by the fire, the boy was breathing but had a nasty bump the size of a golf ball on his head, as Eileen tended the boy she glimpsed at Sam who was close to tears and realised he was bleeding from his wounds, “Sam! Go and get out of those soaking wet clothes I will sort Jacob… do as you are told you will be ill again!” Sam was not for going but Eileen shouted at him to go, he knew the boy was in good hands so he reluctantly conceded.
Eileen made the boy as comfortable as she could then put on her shawl and headed down the driveway, the summer thunder storm had gone and she needed to get Doctor Egan out as soon as possible. Sam came back downstairs and sat by Jacob, he brushed the lads hair back and spoke softly to him, “I know I have been a bit harsh on you son, it’s been tough for all of us, you do so much work around here and nobody scarcely remembers that you are only a nipper yourself, I reckon it’s about time we let you be a boy for a while instead of all this work all the time, it’s my fault lad, I thought the quarry work would be perfect but I asked way too much of you” Sam screwed his face up and his big old head dropped, tears never come easy in this part of the world but this was the big man’s realisation that he had put too much on the young boys shoulders, his heart sank to the bottom of his stomach and his big calloused quarry hands were clenched as teardrops dropped one by one on to them, slowly down his fingers and on to the floor, he stayed there sat by his boy and sobbed, not a gentle sob but a howl that can only come from the heart of a big man gravelly wounded, his son was everything to him and now because of his own selfishness to earn money he had risked the boy’s life too, it was a hard realisation for Sam and it cut deep.
“Mum won’t be happy if she sees thee crying like a baby Dad”
Sam looked up, Jacob was looking straight at him from under the massive blankets Eileen had wrapped him in, “Jake boy!” Sam shrieked and hugged his son so hard it fair knocked him clean out again! “Alright Dad, you are squeezing the breath out of me!”  “Sorry son, how do you feel?” Sam asked excitedly, “A bit sore to be honest dad I think my leg hurts the most” Sam unravelled the lad from the blankets and lifted the base of the one by Jacobs feet, his leg was clearly broken but Sam didn’t want to scare the lad, “Ooohh that’s a bruise and a half son, don’t worry Doc Egan is on his way he will soon sort that”  “I hope so dad ‘cos it hurts quite a bit” “you just lie still son and don’t worry yourself, do you want owt to drink?” “Some water would be nice dad but don’t worry I will get it” Sam held the boy down, “You sit there fellow me lad, I will sort you out, just you lie back there and don’t move” Jake didn’t have the energy to argue so he lay his head back down, “Tell me Jake do you remember what happened back there?” “Aye Dad the lightning spooked the cattle and I got hit by one of the old cows” “Did you not hear me shouting to get out of the way though boy?” “Oh aye Dad I did” “Well in that case son why didn’t you move?” “I couldn’t dad, me feet were stuck in the mud!” With that the two burst out laughing, Sam gave the boy his glass of water and ruffled his hair again as he drank heartily, it was just then that a still pale and ashen faced Eileen walked through the door with Dr. Egan, “Oh… an emergency eh Mrs Reynolds? Life and death it is you said…you can’t finish your dinner you said…” Eileen stood with her mouth open exasperated, as the two boys sat by the hearth beaming up at her, “well as I am here Eileen I may as well take a look at the young tike, I trust you have plenty of tea and cakes in the house?” “Err yes Doctor Egan, sorry Doctor Egan, I swear the boy was out for the count I honestly do!” The Doctor bent down to look at Jacob and winked his eye at the men who both smiled, but Sam caught the Doctors eye and moved his eyes towards the blanket covering Jacobs broken leg, “It’s a fair bruise the lad has Doc” Sam said softly, the Doc lifted the blanket and looked back at Sam, “Aye that it is, I will have some special ointment for that in a special bandage, you just lay back young man we will soon have you sorted”

Tuesday, 1 July 2014

Me so far, progress report.

Just imagine for a moment that you were born to a lower class family (in monetary terms) and destined to work on farms or drive trucks all your life. In itself, and this being the UK that doesn't seem the worst fate in the world. But, and there is a but as you can well imagine, just think what that would be like if you were actually in possession of a mind that is creative, thirsty for knowledge and not willing to settle for what you have been given in life and beats you up on every corner?
Welcome to all that is David James. If you wish to know me then read on, if i am boring you then please don't, either way one of us will lose out because that is what the game of life entails. I have driven trucks, tractors, excavators, motorcycles, I have built them, painted them, mended them and sold them, I have sold mowing equipment worldwide i have been a John Deere dealer, a used Audi dealer, a 4x4 dealer and a motorcycle dealer, I have owned a tyre business a haulage business, a groundcare business and lately I have begun to write, I have written poetry for memorial services all round the world, a poem for my great hero Colin McCrae that went viral. two books and a novelette and am currently penning my favourite book to date called Caradoc that will be out in the Autumn.

This is all well and good I hear my audience cry, but where are you going with all this?

Well there-in lies a tale. Here is the disappointing bit to a man who oozes confidence and apparently takes life by the throat and squeezes it dry. He is anything but confident, he is anything but Mr Cool. This man is his own worst critic. Nothing is ever good enough, he batters himself with thoughts and questions every moment of every day, he cant settle and he cant live, more importantly he is slowly, piece by piece destroying himself.
Sounds very dramatic. It should, because it is a snapshot of your author. I don't want doctors and pills, I don't want the comforting arm that says everything will be OK, I don't want sympathy most of all, I just want one person that understands who I am, what my exceptional needs are and just what they are getting when they approach me or make my acquaintance. That will never happen. This week I have realised this and it frightened me, but it also raised questions as to why I need to be put in a certain box and then get a tick by it.

The fact is, I don't need a tick or a box. I have been given my wonderful mind full of thoughts and inspiration as a gift. That gift has been a burden, a crown of thorns, a curse. That is until the last few weeks.  I have realised that I am special, I have a mind that has seen so much and dealt with every emotion, it has laughed and cried, it has fought and lost and fought and won, it has reinvented my life a number of times and inspired me through experiences others from my background could only dare dream of.

So why now do i need to own up?

Well, there is the devil, always in the detail. You are only as good as the man you portray and of late I have not even been close to the real me, let alone the mindful me, I have dithered, I have worried, I have stressed and I have made myself ill and worse I have made those around me feel confused and resentful. It is not a made up disease and it is not imagination, it is nothing that simple, if you possess such a mind as I there is never a simple answer, it has to be sought, I am by divine right a complicated creature who is burdened with thoughts that my background has ill-trained me to deal with, in short I should not exist.
There remains one thing for me to do and that is to own up to those that know me and read my wittering, yes I am complicated, yes it sometimes confuses and frightens me and yes i make mistakes that are off the map, but am I a bad person for all that?  Bet your damned life I am not. If I say I love you i damned well mean it, if i say i don't like you then yes you guessed it. If i ask of you then its because i need help desperately and if you ask me for help it will always be steadfast and guaranteed. In short my mind is too honest to bother with lies, too busy to suffer fools and far too soft for its own good, it sees the best in everything and everyone and I have to accept that also leaves me very vulnerable.
So there you have it, David James, the open book, the not so cool rock steady guy but also the resourceful thinking man with a wealth of life experiences, I am now more comfortable in my own skin having divulged my shortcomings to all those around me, I am far from perfect its true but I am also a million miles from someone who needs to be feared, have I made it in life? Well that is down to how you perceive making it, if you want the answer so far then it is "I have lived".

That is the best I could have ever hoped for.











Monday, 30 June 2014

Keep the rythym

Who says who loves or cries?
Who says who lives or dies?
Our past is just a guide
The future likes to hide

We can sing we can whistle
Chew on life like it is gristle
But the song will sound the same
So why the hell play it again.

Life will trip the unexpected
Leave you flat and then rejected
But you have to keep the rhythym
Or you're living in a prison.

People try to break your heart
If they love you from the start
Keep yourself a little distance
So you recognise resistance

Fly your kite when winds are strong
Don't kid yourself that you belong
Ignore the headlines in the paper
If it's true you'll see it later

Life will trip the unexpected
Leave you flat and then rejected
But you have to keep the rhythym
Or you're living in a prison.













Sunday, 15 June 2014

Bugger the football

Blame it on the football
Say it's just a bore
Head off for the shops
Ignore the final score

The country is expecting
But never giving birth
Our national games injecting
Its usual trail of mirth

If you dont follow footie
It really is quite sane
I'd rather watch old Sooty
Hitting Sweep again

Grown up men are screaming
At boxes on the wall
Once again with feeling
Oscar winners all.

The players are like film stars
All preened unto perfection
Owning flashy supercars
'Cos they cant get erections.

The managers are pacing
The touchlines like a track
Their hearts are always racing
A loss could mean the sack

Of course we couldnt leave
Without a word for FIFA
Who run the betting syndicate
For currency and reefers

There cannot be a scandal
The votes have been cast fair
Antartica in twenty six
I still wont bloody care!








A song for some guy.

I gave you my world
You gave me the same
Your flag I unfurled
But you lost your aim
The print far too small
It couldnt be read
That my love was never
The song in your head

The care and attention
I lavished on you
Got hardly a mention
I know this is true
But you were so busy
And I just in love
So blinded by feelings
I placed you above.

But tables have turned
And I am alone
Crashed and now burned
Without heart and home
I fell in too deeply
I let down my guard
I fell far too steeply
The landing so hard.

I will pick up the pieces
Its just what I do
Then iron the creases
Still left there by you
Love is for fools
None bigger than me
I played by the rules
But nothing's for free


Time will pass honey
While I try and mend
No person, no money,
Can make the hurt end.
Your words are just hollow
The hating's begun
It's so hard too swallow
Thought you were the one.






Tuesday, 10 June 2014

A Farewell To A Working Class Act.

What a thoroughly selfish act Rik Mayall has just performed, how dare he rob us of his comic genius in such a way, who on earth allowed this to happen?  Surely there must be leave to appeal?

"I feel sorry for you, you zeros, you nobodies. What's going to live on after you die? Nothing, that's what!

This house will become a shrine! And punks and skins and Rastas will all gather round and all hold their hands in sorrow for their fallen leader! And all the grown-ups will say, 'But why are the kids crying?' And the kids will say, 'Haven't you heard? Rick is dead! The People's Poet is dead!'

And then one particularly sensitive and articulate teenager will say, 'Why kids, do you understand nothing? How can Rick be dead when we still have his poems?"


Sadly, it's not the case, an icon of many of our growing years has been taken from us and in a manner that only Rik himself would be able to pull off, there one minute and gone the next. The fact is, Rik was everybody's favourite crazy uncle, or at least the one we all wanted, he was cool, funny, quick witted and was a pioneer of the "new wave" comedy that hit our screens in the 80's. It seems so unrealistic that such a giant is no longer amongst us, like we have lost a part of our family, a part of our own very make up, it brings us yet another mortality check at a time when such stalwarts are becoming the fondest of our distant memories.
Rik Mayall WAS comedy during the eighties, he wrote it starred in it and made the viewing compelling and a must watch, he was the cool crazy comedian that spanned the generations yet his wit was always edged toward his own generation, with cliches and innuendo's that only the youngsters would enjoy, but such was the man's genius that he still held court with parents and grandparents alike, testament to his infectious humour.
His like are rare, talented writer and meaningful actor along with a sharp wit and mesmerizing stage presence.
The list of dignitaries offering their thoughts will be long and endless over the next few weeks, rightly so, but Rik was above all ours, he was the hero of the council estate, the working man's hero at all times. he pretended to be up market but failed miserably much to our relief in the characters he played, somehow he always turned the tables on the toffs and made them look like they were the ones out of place, that is what made him so cool.
I will not be all sad and tearful at Riks passing because I really dont think he would want us to be, I think he would just like to be remembered for what he stood for and for his sharp witted hilarious come-backs and sarcasm delivered as only he could do, I dont think tears are needed, we need to just celebrate the life of a comic genius and someone who we could all relate to and love. What better epitaph could there be for someone who spent his life endearing the nation to his wonderful style of comedic genius.

Rest in peace Rik, the people's comedian and legend of the working man, we truly will miss that inimitable style of yours.

Friday, 30 May 2014

Twenty First C.


Patients lie dying on hospital floors
Girls young as eight being dragged into wars
Indians rape and kill all their daughters
Following Christ gets you sentenced to slaughter

Muslims all cry when the world screams hate
Yet their brothers and sisters cant tolerate
A different perspective from Sharia law
Its not what our sisters are being born for

No-one should dictate the life of another
We're in this together all sisters and brothers
Religion's a  faith not a judge and a jury
No God should be preaching such hate and fury

Police find a crime and they bury it so
No-one will care if there's no-one to know
Politics lost to a whole generation
Cos spin got fed to our trusting Nation

No-one is voting cos they just cant be arsed
As another pointless law gets stamped and passed
Welfare will not care its running out of money
Those that are working ain't finding it so funny

Teaching ain't working cos the kids cant spell
With Sat's tests and this test its going to hell
If you dare to say its crazy and you just cant face it
They will only point the finger and call you a racist

The land of the brave and the true ain't so clean
Fighting in wars just to gain gasoline
Shooting at the kids as they're leaving their school
The gun law is for sure the stupidest rule

You cant heal a wound with a pistol or a shotgun
History shows only talking gets the job done
For every weapon that some brother buys
A family is broken and another mum cries

For all that we brought to the twenty first C
Life ain't no better for you or for me
We still keep fighting we can't make amends
All in the name of imaginary friends

So sit in a room when you get the chance
Block out religion and politicians trance
Remember that life only gives us one shot
It ain't that much but its really all we've got.
 




 




 

Thursday, 29 May 2014

Self Rule.

The sail that catches the wind of change
Shakes the lives of kindred spirits
Banished thus to never reach a destination
In life we are but pushed not driven
Our conscience judge and jury both
No life in exile deemed worth living
Such constant peace never raised a smile
If nothing else the daring senses
Lead us to a common fate

The wild exuberant petulant child
Sings for supper and always eats.
But time tick tocks with adult humour
No escape from minutes plus
Our chants our slogans fade to history
The shouts still echoed lost for us.
And time will prove our own undoing
For we are but specs of dust.
Such self importance sent forth spewing

Reality no check for us.


Wednesday, 28 May 2014

Writers and Politicians, never the twain.

Should there ever be a time when someone who enjoys writing puts pen to paper or fingers to keyboard and enter the world of politics? The obvious answer is no, of course not, politics is a little like religion, it's a kind of taboo that should only be mentioned in passing and only then very sparingly.
The problem is your blog author is anything but conventional and staying quiet is not one of my stronger points. I have been watching the rise and rise of UKIP in recent days and wondered I am sure much less than the rest of Westminster if this is a flash in the proverbial pan or a sign of things to come?.
If I was a gambling man the odds would be fifty fifty. Now, just compare that with less than twelve months ago and those odds would be one hundred to one against in Westminster's favour, that in itself says more about just how disillusioned the general public really have become with the irreverent spin from the three main parties.
So, if we fast forward another twelve months are we going to see Farage pushing for PM? Well anything is possible in the current climate and I think the balance of natural selection from the suburbs of Oxford and Cambridge, so often the prolific breeding ground for Westminster proteges is truly on the wain, the country has had enough of the "upper class twits" to coin a well known phrase and indeed wonderfully funny sketch from my beloved Monty Python. The truth is despite David Cameron or any of the other strange looking gentlemen currently holding court in parliament protesting in front of any cameraman that will stand and listen, the fact is they don't actually "get it", they never will "get it" and indeed the only thing the majority of the country are hoping they do get is a good boot up the backside out of office.
If you have just realised after reading this that that is actually the reason you voted UKIP then you are half way to understanding just why they have become so popular and why they are a clear and present danger to the mainstream parties who just cannot adapt to a changing society and believe their way is how its always been done....I believe a few Tyrannosaurus Rex and their pals had the same belief a few million years ago
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If I am being honest, Nigel Farage is as creepy as that Ed Miliband fellow, to this day I cannot understand how a virtual unknown became Labour party leader over his sibling who was a well known spin doctor but eminently more photogenic and camera savvy. I am sure David is so very happy he took the decision he did to get the hell out of town, pity they cant all do the same.
So, for now we wait and see what happens, though Europe choosing one of the biggest federalists in modern history as it's new candidate for leader is a little like letting a fox out to round the chickens up, then complaining you have no eggs. I honestly believe if there were a middle ground non invasive pro Great Britain party with common sense moderate views we would actually see off the dumb-dumbs from the South East. OK not in my lifetime maybe, but I hope so for the sake of the next generation.









Monday, 26 May 2014

Wealth?... why health of course.

Its an age old issue, how and what do you gauge as success?  For some success is being able to walk 3 metres to the next hand-rail, for others its securing a multi-million pound deal, it can be your first new car or the holiday of a lifetime, but for most of us success is gauged by what we own in a materialistic sense.

It seems so strange that we are humbled when we meet celebrities with million dollar bank accounts yet turn our noses up at a raggedy man in the street begging. The reality is both rely on us to eat, so why do we see the tramp as much less a human being? That is an easy question to answer, we see success with the super star celebrity and all his trappings, they are after all, who we aspire to be, on the other hand who ever aspired to be a tramp?  The fact is the tramp may be there because a life changing situation occurred that he had no control over, but because we see wealth as the only goal we strive for and material goods a sign of success, we see the tramp as a failure. How sad.

I have been well off and I have been poor, self-employment is a risky business and going into business even tougher.  When I have been wealthy I have found it easy to have lots of friends around me, yet when the money has been harder to come by, true friends have been in short supply. I am a strange individual in some respects in that I don't value money, I am not the best guardian of it and I can never seem to make it last, but with or without it my mind is never closed to those who are rich or poor, in my eyes we are all equal, money is just another false God, yet those who practise it's teachings seldom find true enlightenment or fulfilment, indeed how ironic it is that the tramp would be just as excited and elated to find ten dollars on the side walk as the celebrity would be to be chosen for a leading role in a new blockbuster, they are equally as happy as each other albeit at the opposite ends of the scale. True wealth is in the spirit and the mind, it is no coincidence that wealth and health are very similar sounding words, for without health you're money is as irrelevant as your views that society programmes you to make.  Health is the real wealth.




Thursday, 15 May 2014

A Morning Tale.




Across the misty morning skyline, dew abounds though soul's enlightened,
As rising sun sends trusted fingers through the night-falls weakened heart,
The shadows cast seem never ending,  Ash and Oak's defiant stance,
From daylight's slow encroaching march, that signals Nightingales advance.

The chorus beckons, dawn wins over, songs from every bird with voice,
As sunlight shares the secrets night holds, in her presence none can hide.
The still air blessed with heavy moisture sweet the taste when so inhaled
Natures calmness here a blessing, though cursed as doldrums under sail

The tawny owl swoops through the woods and now retreats advancing light,
No use the sharpest eyesight here, that saw her hunting pitch black grounds,
The daylight beckons all to waken those that slumbered darkened hours,
For now another day is made, that we can claim we lived as ours.  





Monday, 12 May 2014

Chapter Four beginning "Caradoc"





Chapter Four : The Hour Maketh The Man



It took several days for Tomas to catch up with some sleep and attain at least a little bit of colour in his scrawny pale cheeks, during that time Sam carried on at the quarry working more and more hours while Jake did his level best to avoid school by dragging his feet with the farm chores and found great entertainment was to be had with his new friend Tomas. Eileen had kept an eye on the runaway youth but was touched by how he and Jake had bonded, Tomas was always kept busy helping Jake feed stock and tend the other farm needs and had fitted in very well, though she was all too aware that this was just temporary as Tomas would have to go back to the base and face the consequences for running off, but for now however he was a very handy addition to Pole Farm.
Jake showed Tomas many of his tricks and dodges over the next few weeks, he showed him his favourite rope swing across the fast flowing brook and how to catch sheep without being dragged for yards across a field, Tomas was intrigued by the fact he could stand next to a ewe with just the slightest hold just under the front of her rear leg and the sheep would stand there and not move, it was commonly known on The Hill as grabbing a ewe “under the hock”, it is still very widely practiced nowadays and is remarkably effective, Tomas enjoyed his days with Jake and he caught on quickly for a lad who was brought up in such a large city in Poland.  Just as Jake had mentioned the first time he had met Tomas, the lad was becoming an asset to the farm while Sam worked long hours in the quarry, Tomas helped with many chores for his bed and food, he was always very polite. Eileen sat Tomas down one afternoon and brought up the subject of The Camp and going back to face the music, she noticed a fear in the lads eyes with mention of the camp that she hadn’t seen since the first day they had found him, clearly there was something or someone that had frightened the lad and it was etched on his face. “Never mind Tomas we will speak again, you go find Jake and help him bring the cattle in there’s a good lad”. But Eileen knew there would come a day when the truth would have to be faced and the lad would be forced to return, but for now at least the lad was being fed and sheltered, a far better situation for all concerned and in any case they needed his help.
Jake was walking across the top fields that were so unusually flat for such a hilly area when Tomas caught up with him, Jake was leading the old mare by the rains and following the sheep tracks towards the old barn. In the distance there was a haze of smoke and dust that stood out on the horizon, Tomas pointed to it “What is that?” the youngster enquired “That’s where Dad is Tomas, that’s the quarry, it’s a horrible place, noisy and dusty, it frightens me too” “It frightens you? Why?” Tomas asked looking concerned for his friend, “lots of men get hurt up there and I worry about my Dad, its long hours and there is very little time to rest” “can we go see?” Tomas asked, “If dad catches me up there Tomas I will get my backside tanned” “tanned?” said Tomas looking and pointing at the sun as he did so, “No you daft beggar, tanned! Smacked!  You know!” and with that Jake turned his hips sideways on and pretended to smack himself on the backside, “Oh I see” said Tomas “tanned!” as they both chuckled, “we had better not go up there Tomas it’s a bad place for youngsters to be, come on let’s get back into the yard at home and see if mum wants owt from the orchards”
With that the two jumped on the mares back with no saddle on and went hell for leather back down towards the farm, as they sped across the fern covered headlands they were stopped by a man with a blackened face, he had been kneeling down and looking at the hoof of the horse he had been riding, “She is lame lads, can one of you give me a lift back to the quarry with this fresh milk for the rest of the lads?” “My dad says I am not allowed up at the quarry mister” Jake replied immediately, “Aye like as not you are a bit young lad your Dad is right, but your brother here can go I am sure?” “He is not..” Tomas poked Jake in the side before he had chance to say anymore, “OK I will take you not a problem” Tomas tried hard to talk without his accent, but the man was more interested in getting the milk off the saddle of his lame horse than just how Tomas spoke. “Take my horse back to the blacksmith at Hopton for me young man and tell them it’s for The Alexander Mine Co and we need her back as soon as possible, here is a penny for your troubles,” Jakes eyes lit up, he knew a penny meant toffees! “OK I will see you later at the farmhouse Tomas” said Jake and with that he was off like a shot.
Tomas helped the miner up on to the back of the old mare and the two made their way up on to the quarry site, Tomas could see what his friend Jake had meant by frightening, the dust and the noise were so much out of touch with all the raw beauty that surrounded the site, it was almost surreal. “Drop me here lad I can walk the rest of the way”, with that Tomas stopped and helped the man down with his precious milk cargo. As Tomas was about to turn and go a huge rattle accompanied by a massive cloud of dust heralded the appearance of Sam’s team of horses as they strained at the full load of Dhustone ore they were pulling out of the quarry pit, Tomas just sat there for a moment and watched as Sam handled the horses to perfection, pushing them at just the right speed so as not to overtax them on the steep climb or make them lose their grip, as they reached the level of the tipping point Sam looked across at the man carrying the milk and waived, he then looked to his right and saw Tomas sat on the old mare looking straight at him, “What the bloody hell” Sam mumbled to himself and with that shouted out “Whoa Whoa” to the team of horses he had just brought up the hill, he put the brakes on the outfit and jumped down and strode straight up to Tomas, “What the bloody hell do you think you are doing lad?” Sam shouted at the youngster who immediately looked scared to death, “Hold on Sam, that lad just brought us the milk from the village, my horse went lame and your boy and his brother helped me out” “Brother?” Sam looked momentarily confused, “Yes my brother Jake, father” Tomas replied almost immediately, “Oh, right, yes well then OK in that case lad stop sitting about and go and help your brother with the feeding” Sam had caught up with what was being said, he winked at Tomas and Tomas turned the Mare towards Pole Farm, but just at that moment there was a huge bang as the brake handle that Sam had pulled broke away from its mountings, it started the trucks moving slowly backwards, pulling the valuable team of horses with it, Sam ran as fast as his legs could carry him and grabbed a steel spike from by the dinner hut, he held the spike above his shoulder like a javelin and threw it at the rear wheel of the last truck in the row, it went through the wheel and went round until it hit the body of the truck and slammed against it locking the wheels up as it did, Sam was barely a few feet away as the whole lot came to a shuddering halt with the horses screaming and jumping around for all they were worth as they were being pulled backwards.
 Sam strode over to the truck and put the emergency brakes on, but just as he secured the line of trucks the spike snapped in two and the one half of the spike went off like a bullet and embedded itself deep into Sam’s shoulder knocking him to the ground and on to the rail track the trucks were sat on, this set the horses off again and they pulled and pushed violently as slowly the emergency brake began to fail, Sam was reeling in agony on the tracks, Tomas shouted but it was too little too late, Sam lay there dazed for a few moments and suddenly felt a warm liquid dripping down his arm, he looked and it was his own blood, Sam tried to stand up but couldn’t because of the spike, “Sam!” Tomas shouted and jumped from the old mare and raced to calm the team of horses down just as the last truck was inches from where Sam lay, Tomas went to the lead horses and pulled on their reins with all his might and they pulled the trucks screeching further up the track and away from Sam, then Tomas ran to his barely conscious friend, “Go get the doc lad, he is next to the camp in Ditton, please lad, go now you are my only hope” Tomas ripped his shirt off and tore it into thin shreds, he bandaged the wounded Sam up as best he could before leaping on to the old mare. Tomas rode like he had never done before, he jumped over hedgerows and gates, the old mare seemed to know the urgency, they galloped across the open fields and down into Ditton Priors, past the camp where he was a wanted man and straight to the Doctors doorstep, “Doctor !” shouted Tomas as he jumped from the mare before she had stopped running “Doctor!” “Steady boy, steady what on earth is the matter?” Doctor Egan came out wearing just a shirt and bracers with his sleeves rolled up, “It Sam, he been stabbed by spike up in quarry, please you come quick, is bleeding!” “Well why didn’t you just say that lad” the Doctor shouted as he ran inside to get his bag, he grabbed his black stallion by the reins from the stable opposite his large garden and jumped up on the huge horse as he shouted at Tomas to lead the way, the two set off at break neck speed.
By the time the two reached Sam he was out for the count, none of the other quarrymen had spotted him lying there because of the dust, Doctor Egan tended the stab wound, Sam being Sam he had pulled the huge metal spike out of his shoulder, “Listen boy I am going to need your help to save this man, help me put him on his side so that I can stitch his wound through his back” with that Tomas and the Doctor turned the big man on his side and he let out an almighty groan as the pain had started to become all too much even for such a big man as Sam, the boy held his friend and stopped him from rolling over as the Doctor sewed Sam’s wound up firstly on his back and then his front, Tomas winced as the Doctor poured neat Iodine straight into the fresh open wound and Sam’s cry could be heard for miles. The Doctor bandaged Sam’s chest up and lay him back down and gave the big man some Morphine as Tomas went over to find some transport in the shape of a horse drawn cart for the journey to Bridgnorth Infirmary, before long Sam was surrounded by willing helpers and within minutes Sam was on his way back down the valley to the hospital.