The Life And Times.

Saturday, 22 March 2014

Caradoc. First paragraphs.



 Caradoc.


The candle snuffed out, the darkness smothered the light in a battle that was lost before it had even begun, Jake slid slowly under the goose down duvet and pulled it right up to his chin, he could barely see out as he rolled to one side, his one eye buried in the soft pillow and his other staring into the dark abyss.  Jake looked across the room at where he knew his window should be and slowly, his one sight adjusted and the huge window slowly took shape, he could just make out the hills and trees that surrounded the farm and beyond, appearing as if by magic across the moonlit countryside he knew so well.
As Jake lay there he could hear his parents talking in the kitchen below, he couldn’t make out what they were saying but it comforted the 7 year old to hear their low murmuring voices, his huge farmhouse bedroom was a very daunting place for such a youngster, not helped by the fact that down the hallway from his bedroom he had witnessed his great granddad pass away in a gasp of sudden breath and groans that would stick with this young farm boy for many years to come. Right now however, Jake was trying hard to not think about that, he needed sleep as sure as day follows night, for the next morning his father was expecting him downstairs at six sharp to help feed stock and fetch the sheep off the hills that surrounded the small remote farm he and his parents called home, in his father's words he had to earn his ‘keep’.
The darkness slowly transformed its evil stare into a warm maternal-like smile that welcomed Jake into that sub-conscious world of dreams and adventures our imagination holds safe for us, cast into dreams that run as wild as any thought or idea we would dare to think of.
Downstairs, as ever at this time in the evening, Jake’s mother Eileen stood up from where she was sat comfortably in her large wooden backed chair, she trudged to the hearth and picked up a huge log and placed it on the brightly glowing but slowly disappearing embers of the range fire, the embers flew up all around as she grabbed a metal poker and stirred the fire with a purpose.
“That should keep it going ‘till morning Sam”
She commented wearily as she dusted down her hands on her apron. Eileen always wore an apron, she was always working, her forehead glistened against the backdrop of the fire from cooking bread and scones for the last few hours, she was a loyal housewife first and foremost and though her hands were calloused and bleeding from the harsh cold and never ending workload, she never complained. Sam was her husband and she had to ensure she played her part in the running of the farm.
“Well, we can expect a tough time of it tomorrow lass, that sky was full of snow when I came in for supper” Sam said wearily.
He spoke in a deep, slow, matter of fact way. Sam only knew how to work, pray and eat and always in that order, he was a very straight honest man. He stood over six feet tall with wide shoulders and a square, chiseled-like face that was stern looking but in a strange way still welcoming.  Chapel raised and God fearing with a deep respect for life that would be so out of place as to be almost mythical in today’s rush to get to the grave. Sam had seen many things in a lifetime spent on the green Shropshire hill’s, it had been a harsh, rough and tumble, poverty stricken existence, but a sense of loyalty and duty ran through his veins like an army would march to battle. 
“They have talked snow all week in the village” Sam growled in his thick Shropshire accent.
“That being the case we are in a whole world of trouble with the lambs all due” he added.
“They always say it’s going to be a lot Sam, it rarely comes to much I shouldn’t worry too much if I were you” Eileen piped up.
“Well you didn’t look too hard mother! The sky was as red as a beetroot this morning, a sure sign we will get a hooking of snow”.
“Oh really Sam James! You know as well as me that snow is all part of living where we do, we have always coped!”
Eileen spoke out with a sternness that was meant to diffuse a clearly worried Sam and to reassure him that everything would be fine, but Sam was not quite so sure and the evidence was written clearly all over his face.
“It’s nigh on ten mother, it’s time I went to bed or that boy will be up before me and I shan’t hear the last on it”.
With that Sam got up from his chair by the range and walked across the kitchen to place his cap on the hook at the back of the kitchen door. In seconds there was a rustle of clawed feet upon the stone tiles from under the huge oak kitchen table that suddenly produced two scruffy mud covered Border Collie sheepdogs deperately trying to be the first to get to Sam. They almost ran over top of one another, such was their loyalty to the big man.
“Steady! Ya daft buggers!”  Sam shouted, “you’ll break your bloody legs scratching out from that table, come here and get your supper and don’t get fighting over it”.
Sam scraped the remains of that night’s dinner in to an old chipped bowl on the floor from the saucepan filled by Eileen as she cleared up the table earlier, the left over potato’s veg and some rabbit meat were all mixed up in a thick gravy, the dogs dived into the pot with their snouts, growling at each other as they feverishly ate, the pot moved along the stone floor of the kitchen clanking and rattling and both dogs and the bowl soon ended up in the corner midst muted growls and slurping noises, which brought a broad smile to Sam’s face as he made his way up the stairs to bed.

Sunday, 2 March 2014

Just Thinking...

The school bell calls to a playground thats bristling
The teachers shout orders but no-one is listening
Nurses take slaps from drunks after midnight
While pay cuts are threatened no chance of a respite

The Barman shouts time to a pub without drinkers
While libraries echo with thoughts of past thinkers
The keyboard replaces the art of plain talking
As people in gym's just go aimlessly walking

Our kids all have homework that goes on forever
According to OFSTED it makes them so clever
No thoughts of a childhood for this generation
Just SATS tests and figures the MP's creation

Just thinking why bother and why toe the line
Despite all our history its not worth a dime
We've not learned the lesson that shouts in our face
Its only us humans that think its a race.


The High Street is quiet except for protesters
While car parks are full at McDonalds and Tesco's
Money that fed all the butchers and bakers
Now lines greedy pockets of bankers, just takers.

The e-shop has taken the fun from our shopping
Our fingers get tired and our bank accounts dropping
The telephone rings when you answer its quiet
They've something to sell but you dont wan't to buy it

We cant go for a break if the room has no Wifi
You've not been away if you drive there and dont fly
Buy shopping and spend lots to get your cheap fuel
Burn it while queuing just who is the fool?

Just thinking why bother and why toe the line
Despite all our history its not worth a dime
We've not learned the lesson that shouts in our face
Its only us humans that think its a race.
  
Roads are all potholes they rattle our brains
The railways are packed and there's never no trains
But we find 60 billion to finance one track
So we can go quicker to London and back.

Our power is expensive we sold all our shares
So the foreigners charge what they like well who cares?
The hospital trust cant afford to get cleaners
So those super bugs just get meaner and meaner

Badgers get sympathy while cattle are shot
They look so damned cute its not TB they'e got
Don't dredge the rivers you'll kill all the selfish
So I live on a mountain just why am I selfish?.

Just thinking why bother and why toe the line
Despite all our history its not worth a dime
We've not learned the lesson that shouts in our face
Its only us humans that think its a race.